False Advertising

When I was younger I thought by the time I was thirty I would have my shit together. I don’t know why but it seemed the magical number when the thirty-somethings I knew had houses and stable jobs and things. For those of you out there who look at thirty year olds and see the same thing let me let you in on a little secret:

They don’t.

Now that we’ve cleared that up let’s moved on to how I’m almost thirty and am floundering in the Pacific ocean, no life raft, no inner tubehell, I don’t even have one of those life vests you have to inflate yourself, just sayin’. I would like to rewrite the brochure on “Adulting” and correct a few errors I have discovered along my journey.

Adulting: The truth behind the gimmick

Scenario: Child – “Mom, will you buy me some makeup? All the girls at school are starting to wear it.”

Mother – “When you get a job then you can buy your own makeup with your own money.”

Simple example of a conversation we have all had over the course of our lives for one thing or another.

Expectation: When you get older, you’ll be able to get everything you want because you’ll have a job.

Reality: You can have makeup from the dollar store because after you pay your bills you can’t afford anything else, or you work two jobs so that you can afford it but you’re so tired you can’t be bothered to wear makeup anyway.

Scenario: Parent – “College degrees are the key to success. Without them you’ll be flipping burgers for the rest of your life.”

Expectation: I’ll be able to pay off my student loans once I graduate. I’ll get a job in my chosen field and my life will begin.

Reality: The cost of college is so high now, that while a summer and weekend job used to be able to pay for it, now almost no one escapes without student loans and even if you do somehow manage to get a job right out of school using the degree you earned, you probably still won’t make enough to pay all your bills and the monthly payments these vultures ask for.

Scenario: Parent – “While you live under my roof, you’ll obey my rules.”

Expectation: When you finally have your own place it will be amazing and you can do whatever you want!

Reality: When you first move out you’re probably going to have a roommate and they’re going to annoy you and their idea of amazing living and your idea of amazing living are going to barely overlap at best and when you go to visit your parents you still have to abide by their rules while you’re there and then work is going to have a-whole-nother set of rules for you.

In short, I would like my money back on Adulting 1.0. I will try again when they have come out with a better version…maybe.

Ooooooo, look. How to get your life together: the interactive couch to 5k app. Only six easy payments of 10,000 dollars! Want!

On Pain and Longing

It’s been over two years since we’ve spoken. Over a year since I told you why I had turned away. A mark of self preservation I didn’t know would run the length of my life from that point forward. A scar to traverse the years connecting my heart to yours through the end of time. Sometimes I do not know if I did the right thing, on nights like tonight I can’t see the point anymore.

I used to cry and I still cry. I used to long for you and I still do. Where does the gain come from stopping you from hurting me if I took up the knife myself. Every dream of you is a nightmare and a punch in the face. Every thought of you is a burn on my flesh. Every time I think to tell you of my life since you left is a cut. I am bruised and bloody of my own volition and the worst part is that I don’t think you even care.

You cannot hurt as I do or you would try to contact me. You do not wake with your arm aching to hold me. Of course you do not, our relationship was always one sided. You told me not to hold you so people wouldn’t assume. You kept me at a distance unless there was no one else. I know all this and I know it’s not right but how do I convince my heart that you’re not worth the pain?

Beginnings and Endings

There’s something archetypal about the very words: beginning, ending. Every day is a new beginning, and in the end, everything passes away. Nothing about the human condition is ever forever. But how does this translate for a writer? The question is how to set up your beginning, how to present striking ideas, images and also, incidentally, a hook that leads the reader into the story between, plus leaves them thinking about meanings at the end. Looking at these specifications, what comes to mind? Apparently the word “sex.”

Okay, now that the big one is out of the way, what else? It’s not that hard to come up with tragic and dramatic topics: illness, the failure of a marriage, the death of a child, the end of dreams. Once we’ve got this beginning, we only have to follow through. We have to create believable characters and a storyline that can carry these beginnings out to a meaningful end. Let the drama drive the plot. How will the conflict move from your beginning through the story to the end? Then wrap it up. Look back at it later when it’s cold to make sure you made it satisfying. If you didn’t, then revise and adjust. Make it work for you!

Website: http://lelaebuis.wordpress.com/
Blog: http://lelaebuis.wordpress.com/blog/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lela.buis
Twitter: @LelaEBuis
Lela E Buis has also written a short in: Competitive Fauna Collection Short Stories

Young Love, Old Hearts
A Supposed Crimes Anthology
Editor: C. E. Case

Stories by: A. M. Leibowitz, Adrian J. Smith, Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese, Geonn Cannon, Helena Maeve, Kassandra Lea, Lela E. Buis, Ralph Greco Jr., & Stacy O’Steen

Everyone hears “He’s too young for you.” “She’s too old for you.” Not between these pages. This anthology crosses the age gap with nine enchanting stories of cross-generational relationships. Some are sweet, some are sexy, some are heartbreaking. One is downright murderous. The protagonists are gay men or women searching for true love or trying out what’s right in front of them.

Lesbian

Verso and Recto by Geonn Cannon

Discovering their mutual love of reading leads a literature student and her professor to take a step neither of them expected.

A Blizzard’s Blow by Adrian J. Smith

Lollie dashes from the house in the middle of a blizzard in search of something she’s not sure she’ll find, but she hopes to never again see the same cold, blank stare Kimberley gave her.

Slice by Ralph Greco Jr.

When Germane relinquishes her more-than-slight kinky relationship with Lila to begin a new one with younger A.J., she finds a flirty, fun and wholly different “Slice” of life opening up for her.

That December by Lela E. Buis

Celia finds that older women and the politics of genetic engineering aren’t what they seem.

Gay

The Arrangement by Helena Maeve

When he is summoned into his Dom’s study after a mutually satisfying scene, Cyril knows he’s in for something worse than the play they normally get up to.

New York Minute by Stacy O’Steen

Stuck in his depressing hometown for far too long, Colton jumps at the chance to return to his beloved New York City. But when some odd coincidences click into place, he needs to find the truth hidden in the lies.

The Artist as an Old Man by A. M. Leibowitz

1985 is a big year for Kenny Anderson. Sent to interview artist Aaron Rubenstein, making a grand reappearance after a three-year absence, Kenny digs beneath the surface to understand Aaron’s life—and maybe his own.

Adjunct Hell by Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese

Phil may be in his 50s, but he’s still a student, and the fact that Carl—who’s barely 30—is dating him would bad enough even if Carl wasn’t waiting for good news from the tenure committee.

Say You Do by Kassandra Lea

Keegan Bancroft is hoping to avoid a complete meltdown before his date. But there’s something he really wants to ask Richard.

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About the Publisher
Supposed Crimes, LLC publishes fiction and poetry primarily featuring lesbian characters and themes. The focus is on genre fiction–Westerns, Science Fiction, Horror, Action–rather than just romance. That’s how we set ourselves apart from our competitors. Our characters happen to love women and kick ass.

“Supposed crimes” refers to the idea that homosexuality is outlawed, and that our authors are being subversive by writing. As times change this becomes more tongue-in-cheek, but can still apply broadly to our culture. Christians writing lesbians and men writing lesbians are also subversive ideas in this industry, and we promote people bending the rules.

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Young Love, Old Hearts: Writing Outside the Lines

Young Love, Old Hearts: Writing Outside the Lines, by A. M. Leibowitz

When people say they want to be “edgy” or “subversive,” they often mean breaking a sexual or societal taboo. What appeals to me about queer lit is that just about everything we write undermines some code of mainstream culture.

There’s some talk about whether lgbtq books focus too much on romance, sensuality, and eroticism. That’s a fair criticism, and I agree that we need to see lgbtq characters outside of relationships and sex. However, I think love and sex have a unique place in our books, and I hope I never see it fade away.

Queer sexuality is highly subversive in and of itself, and I love celebrating it. Making love—and writing about it—can be an act of defiance against a world that says what we do in the bedroom is unacceptable, sinful, and dirty.

I don’t believe this is true only of queer lit, by the way. As maligned as heterosexual romance novels are, they have always provided a way for women to explore sexuality in ways that give the finger to dominant culture’s expectations. Romance tropes were born out of a need for that outlet under the guise of something socially acceptable, whether in lgbtq or straight stories.

In my own writing, I prefer to have relationships and sex be only one aspect of the story. That’s what I like to read as well. At the same time, I love that my fellow authors are finding creative ways to tell romantic, sensual, and erotic tales featuring lgbtqia characters. Just because a story emphasizes relationships and sex does not mean it’s necessarily written for the entertainment of straight people. It also doesn’t mean that people reading it are only doing so because they view us like exotic pet fish. In many ways, people are looking for affirmation that they, too, are allowed to be themselves and express their love without shame and regardless of whether it meets society’s expectations.

The whole concept of Young Love, Old Hearts is a tribute to that kind of courage, told with a uniquely queer flair. Whether the stories end happily or not, they’ve given us another reminder that the world does not belong exclusively to one kind of person or couple.

Excerpt:

The negotiation had been scheduled for three p.m. on Wednesday. Mr. Rubenstein’s neighborhood was a bit challenging to navigate, and Kenny arrived at two minutes past the hour. He knocked on Mr. Rubenstein’s door, his stomach in knots at meeting the artist himself.

When the door opened, Kenny was met by a short, muscular man with dark hair, graying at the temples. He looked far younger than his fifty-three years. He had a long, sloping nose and John Lennon-style glasses. His face dissolved into a deep scowl, and Kenny sucked in his breath, stepping back a few paces.

“You’re late,” Mr. Rubenstein snarled. “Come back tomorrow, and if you show up on time, I’ll consider letting you in.”

He slammed the door, leaving Kenny standing on the stoop, staring. Malcolm was going to kill him, and then he was going to fire him. He might bring him back from the dead just to do it all over again. Kenny gripped his hair in his hands. Nothing for it but to go home and call Malcolm. At least Mr. Rubenstein had left room for him to try again.

Which ended up being exactly what Malcolm told Kenny to do, right after he threatened to not only fire him but put him on the three a.m. trucker shift. Malcolm didn’t explain how Kenny could do that if he were fired. Not in the mood for either outcome, Kenny promised to be on time the next afternoon.

Author bio:
A. M. Leibowitz is a spouse, parent, feminist, and book-lover falling somewhere on the Geek-Nerd Spectrum. Ze keeps warm through the long, cold western New York winters by writing romantic plot twists and happy-for-now endings. Hir published fiction includes hir first novel, Lower Education, as well as a number of short works, and hir stories have been included in several anthologies. In between noveling and editing, ze blogs coffee-fueled, quirky commentary on faith, culture, writing, and hir family at amleibowitz.com.

Find me on the Internet:
Web site: http://amleibowitz.com
Amazon author page: http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B00OIC158W (A. M. Leibowitz)
Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/AMLeibowitz
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/amymitchell29 (personal profile);
https://www.facebook.com/UnchainedFaith (author page)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/amyunchained  (@amyunchained)
Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/amyunchained/

Young Love, Old Hearts
A Supposed Crimes Anthology
Editor: C. E. Case

Stories by: A. M. Leibowitz, Adrian J. Smith, Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese, Geonn Cannon, Helena Maeve, Kassandra Lea, Lela E. Buis, Ralph Greco Jr., & Stacy O’Steen

Everyone hears “He’s too young for you.” “She’s too old for you.” Not between these pages. This anthology crosses the age gap with nine enchanting stories of cross-generational relationships. Some are sweet, some are sexy, some are heartbreaking. One is downright murderous. The protagonists are gay men or women searching for true love or trying out what’s right in front of them.

Lesbian

Verso and Recto by Geonn Cannon

Discovering their mutual love of reading leads a literature student and her professor to take a step neither of them expected.

A Blizzard’s Blow by Adrian J. Smith

Lollie dashes from the house in the middle of a blizzard in search of something she’s not sure she’ll find, but she hopes to never again see the same cold, blank stare Kimberley gave her.

Slice by Ralph Greco Jr.

When Germane relinquishes her more-than-slight kinky relationship with Lila to begin a new one with younger A.J., she finds a flirty, fun and wholly different “Slice” of life opening up for her.

That December by Lela E. Buis

Celia finds that older women and the politics of genetic engineering aren’t what they seem.

Gay

The Arrangement by Helena Maeve

When he is summoned into his Dom’s study after a mutually satisfying scene, Cyril knows he’s in for something worse than the play they normally get up to.

New York Minute by Stacy O’Steen

Stuck in his depressing hometown for far too long, Colton jumps at the chance to return to his beloved New York City. But when some odd coincidences click into place, he needs to find the truth hidden in the lies.

The Artist as an Old Man by A. M. Leibowitz

1985 is a big year for Kenny Anderson. Sent to interview artist Aaron Rubenstein, making a grand reappearance after a three-year absence, Kenny digs beneath the surface to understand Aaron’s life—and maybe his own.

Adjunct Hell by Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese

Phil may be in his 50s, but he’s still a student, and the fact that Carl—who’s barely 30—is dating him would bad enough even if Carl wasn’t waiting for good news from the tenure committee.

Say You Do by Kassandra Lea

Keegan Bancroft is hoping to avoid a complete meltdown before his date. But there’s something he really wants to ask Richard.

 

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About the Publisher

Supposed Crimes, LLC publishes fiction and poetry primarily featuring lesbian characters and themes. The focus is on genre fiction–Westerns, Science Fiction, Horror, Action–rather than just romance. That’s how we set ourselves apart from our competitors. Our characters happen to love women and kick ass.

“Supposed crimes” refers to the idea that homosexuality is outlawed, and that our authors are being subversive by writing. As times change this becomes more tongue-in-cheek, but can still apply broadly to our culture. Christians writing lesbians and men writing lesbians are also subversive ideas in this industry, and we promote people bending the rules.

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I Don’t Want to be Your Obligation

I am among many when I tell you that much of my time gets sucked up by watching pointless things on Youtube or scrolling through Facebook. I love to follow a new music artist down the rabbit hole and see what great tunes I end up with after my 14 hour marathon but there is someone who has moved beyond just being an ear-gasm for me. She’s influenced me in ways she will never know and cannot know.

I find Youtube to be such a mythical beast. I can know (seemingly) so much about someone but they do not even know I exist. It’s a paradox and at times can be a dangerous one. Fan girls, you know I’m talking about you. Mobbing people isn’t nice even if you think you might get to touch them as they walk by. Anyway, this woman’s name is Meghan Tonjes and she preaches what lives in my soul and fuels my brain. (Casually and not fan-girling at all!)

She’s said this a few times before and I’ve know it to be fact but I was recently helping someone deal with their life when her words slapped me with their truth. Here’s the light for those of you stuck in the dark: “If someone wants to spend time with you, they will. If someone wants to be with you, they will.”

I have spent so much of my life making excuses for the people who weren’t there, lovers and friends. I questioned my thoughts and my judgement in favor of someone who had tossed me aside without some much as a wave. I would make excuses for their behavior like applying a relationship band-aid. Eventually though I had to stop. It’s hard, I know. But if they wanted to make time for me they would. I wouldn’t be thinking about how I would like to spend time with them because I would be with them.

My least favorite part of relationships like this is the other person usually gets defensive. “Well, you never contacted me.” I hate this for two reasons. One, in the age of technology I can pull up on my phone exactly how many unanswered texts there were. Two, “Bitch the phone works both ways.” Despite the fact that I did call them seven times in the past two months, most of which went unanswered or resulted in a two minute conversazione of them saying, “I’ll call you later.”, it’s not solely my responsibility to be the communicator in this relationship.

It sucks to realize I’ve put effort into a relationship that I now feel alone in. The more effort I put in, the more pain. I would begin to wonder what I did wrong and how to fix it. Or I would think of all the other relationships that have ended and wonder if it’s more than that. I would wonder if it was less about this one relationship and more about my love-ability as it were.

But I learned somewhat along the way to stop doing this to myself. I am proud of who I am and sometimes people just grow apart and even more often people either aren’t who you thought they were or they grow into someone you don’t know anymore. It’s not fair and it’s not right but it’s my truth.

It’s time to let go of the ships that we’re sailing alone. Let them sink on their own and grieve them as the weight tugs at you but release it to the watery depths. Someone who once meant a great deal to you, the person you knew when the relationship was good, would never want you to feel the way you do now. Imagine they weren’t the one letting go. Pretend to tell them about this failing relationship. What would they tell you to do about your sinking ship?

And finally, love yourself like you loved them. Don’t mistreat yourself and don’t second guess yourself. Give yourself the confidence you need to stand up and fight for your feelings. But mostly give yourself the room to feel sad before turning your face to the sun and trying again.

Branching out

Branching out by Helena Maeve

Writers come in every flavour. Some of us start in self-publishing, go into more traditional methods, or delve into freelancing. Or we vow to restrict our writing to a hobby. Others define a plan and go about achieving it in a more targeted way. Naturally, neither approach comes packaged with a guarantee of success, but personally I’ve found huge fulfillment in trying new things.

My first foray into publishing, under a different pseudonym, was brief. It was in the early days of Amazon’s e-book platform and I had very little clue of what I was doing. My second attempt was to approach an online publisher and see what happened when I sent in my manuscript. As with Amazon, the experience was eye-opening and confusing at the same time. Both were rewarding in radically different ways. With one I made more profit, with the other I had more control. But both demanded a time commitment that made it easy to settle into a routine.

I’m sure there are writers out there for whom there is comfort in routine and I can definitely see the benefits of having a system already set up so one can concentrate on the writing part of the gig. But I’ve found that sooner or later comfort zones lead to atrophy. I miss the intellectual exercise of making something new work for me, even if it’s easier not to bother. I miss the challenges of new requirements, whether in genre or house rules or simple file formatting.

Comfort zones can be excruciatingly hard to leave. They lure us in under the guise of taking our minds off simple things like language use and siphon our ability to adapt. They’re a false promise of daily monotony paying dividends somewhere down the line. Most importantly, they can be a drag on the imagination.

When I started looking for anthologies I might write for, I was in a creative slump. I had just finished a series for my main publisher and I didn’t know what to do next. The Young Love, Old Hearts submission call came at just the right time. Suddenly I had characters kicking around in my head and ideas that badly wanted to be laid out on paper. I had the desire to do my research and see how I might come up with a story that would be worthy of the anthology. And then the coolest thing happened: the floodgates opened. Suddenly I was bursting with storylines I wanted to explore in different formats, in different genres, for my main publisher and others.

Part of me will always prefer sticking to what I know. It’s the comfortable thing to do. But now I have proof that sometimes a lateral step is the only way to move forward.

Website: helenamaeve.com
Twitter: @HelenaMaeve

Excerpt from The Arrangement:

The bed sheets had been stripped and replaced with clean linens, corners tucked in tidily. His clothes lay on the ottoman by the window, as he’d left them.

There was no trace of padded restraints or floggers.

As for the envelope that awaited on his folded jeans and shirt—it wasn’t a surprise.

Cyril bundled his frustration and quickly scraped the towel over his skin. His hair was still damp as he tugged on the cotton tee. Droplets flecked the white fabric, but as soon as he covered them with his plaid button-down it was as though they weren’t there.

Denial was a universal remedy.

“I’m out, then!” he said to no one in particular, dithering for a moment in the foyer. He couldn’t remember this part being so awkward when he’d first started coming here.

Of course, the buffed mahogany floors and penthouse views over the city had left him tongue-tied and a little distracted. Embarking on an arrangement to service someone with digs like these had prompted a quiver of disquiet at first, but the sentiment faded week after week, mind-blowing orgasm after orgasm.

“Would you come in a moment?”

The call came from the study.

Cyril hesitated. He’d never gone in there before.

Young Love, Old Hearts
A Supposed Crimes Anthology
Editor: C. E. Case

Stories by: A. M. Leibowitz, Adrian J. Smith, Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese, Geonn Cannon, Helena Maeve, Kassandra Lea, Lela E. Buis, Ralph Greco Jr., & Stacy O’Steen

Everyone hears “He’s too young for you.” “She’s too old for you.” Not between these pages. This anthology crosses the age gap with nine enchanting stories of cross-generational relationships. Some are sweet, some are sexy, some are heartbreaking. One is downright murderous. The protagonists are gay men or women searching for true love or trying out what’s right in front of them.

Lesbian

Verso and Recto by Geonn Cannon

Discovering their mutual love of reading leads a literature student and her professor to take a step neither of them expected.

A Blizzard’s Blow by Adrian J. Smith

Lollie dashes from the house in the middle of a blizzard in search of something she’s not sure she’ll find, but she hopes to never again see the same cold, blank stare Kimberley gave her.

Slice by Ralph Greco Jr.

When Germane relinquishes her more-than-slight kinky relationship with Lila to begin a new one with younger A.J., she finds a flirty, fun and wholly different “Slice” of life opening up for her.

That December by Lela E. Buis

Celia finds that older women and the politics of genetic engineering aren’t what they seem.

Gay

The Arrangement by Helena Maeve

When he is summoned into his Dom’s study after a mutually satisfying scene, Cyril knows he’s in for something worse than the play they normally get up to.

New York Minute by Stacy O’Steen

Stuck in his depressing hometown for far too long, Colton jumps at the chance to return to his beloved New York City. But when some odd coincidences click into place, he needs to find the truth hidden in the lies.

The Artist as an Old Man by A. M. Leibowitz

1985 is a big year for Kenny Anderson. Sent to interview artist Aaron Rubenstein, making a grand reappearance after a three-year absence, Kenny digs beneath the surface to understand Aaron’s life—and maybe his own.

Adjunct Hell by Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese

Phil may be in his 50s, but he’s still a student, and the fact that Carl—who’s barely 30—is dating him would bad enough even if Carl wasn’t waiting for good news from the tenure committee.

Say You Do by Kassandra Lea

Keegan Bancroft is hoping to avoid a complete meltdown before his date. But there’s something he really wants to ask Richard.

Buy Links:
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Add to Goodreads

About the Publisher
Supposed Crimes, LLC publishes fiction and poetry primarily featuring lesbian characters and themes. The focus is on genre fiction–Westerns, Science Fiction, Horror, Action–rather than just romance. That’s how we set ourselves apart from our competitors. Our characters happen to love women and kick ass.

“Supposed crimes” refers to the idea that homosexuality is outlawed, and that our authors are being subversive by writing. As times change this becomes more tongue-in-cheek, but can still apply broadly to our culture. Christians writing lesbians and men writing lesbians are also subversive ideas in this industry, and we promote people bending the rules.

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Age Differences and Unlikely Relationships

Today is the second part of my lovely guest blog series, brought to you by the duo of Racheline and Erin:

Like many of our stories, “Adjunct Hell” is, among other things, an age difference story. Our interest in writing relationships with age differences comes from a lot of different places. Sometimes, it’s just fun (and sexy) to write stories about a young adult discovering relationships and sexuality with someone with more experience. Other times, the age difference creeps into the story less overtly, so that we can each have a character we relate to since, as co-writers, there is a sixteen-year age difference between us.

Increasingly, however, I’ve begun to suspect that the reason we write age difference so much is because of some of the realities of being queer people. For me, as someone who grew up in New York City in the 70s and 80s and was active in protests related to AIDS funding in the 80s and 90s, I am always conscious of the hole in the gay community created by AIDS. That hole has been and continues to be devastating.

One of its consequences is an interruption of how our cultural history gets transmitted. With arguably much of an entire generation missing, relationships with significant age gaps are likely more common. They’re also a way to navigate that hole, and ensure the continuity of culture and community. This isn’t something I have the statistics on, but it certainly feels truthful to me in terms of the relationships I see amongst my friends and peers.

The other reality is that same-sex relationships come with less structural inequality. When you’re not worried about the sexism in our culture coming home to your relationship, it can make other forms of power imbalances — including big age differences — easier to navigate.

For us “Adjunct Hell” was a way to look at how different power dynamics interact. By writing about an older student and a young professor we got to examine the power dynamics that we all deal with in whatever relationships we engage in from a queer and complex perspective.

Social media links:
Joint Blog: http://Avian30.com
Joint Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/Erin.and.Racheline
Erin’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/erincmcrae
Racheline’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/racheline_m
Erin’s Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/8323893.Erin_McRae
Racheline’s Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/1015335.Racheline_Maltese

Racheline Maltese & Erin McRae are also authors of the following series:
Love in Los Angeles: http://avian30.com/books/love-in-los-angeles/
Love’s Labours: http://avian30.com/books/loves-labours/

Excerpt from “Adjunct Hell”:
“So apparently your classmates have a betting pool going,” Carl says as soon as Phil picks up the phone.

“Oh?”

“Yes. About whether and when the old dude with the crush is going to get with the professor.”

Phil makes a strangled noise. It takes Carl a moment to realize he’s laughing.

“It’s not funny!” Carl protests.

“It’s funny.”

“I’m still waiting on my boss to tell me whether or not my colleagues hate me and whether I, you know, still have a job. The last thing I need is rumors about me and a student…” Carl trails off in despair.

“It’s a school. Do you have any idea how many rumors are flying around? Or how many professors are banging their students?”

Carl collapses face down on his bed and makes a pitiful noise into the phone.

“Look, I know this is making you crazy,” Phil says soothingly. “But whatever it is has been done, and if they wanted you gone, you’d know. There is also absolutely nothing you can do about it right now. So,” he says, and Carl can just picture him settling more comfortably in his bed, in which they have not spent nearly enough time together. “Tell me about the rest of your day.”

Young Love, Old Hearts
A Supposed Crimes Anthology
Editor: C. E. Case

Stories by: A. M. Leibowitz, Adrian J. Smith, Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese, Geonn Cannon, Helena Maeve, Kassandra Lea, Lela E. Buis, Ralph Greco Jr., & Stacy O’Steen

Everyone hears “He’s too young for you.” “She’s too old for you.” Not between these pages. This anthology crosses the age gap with nine enchanting stories of cross-generational relationships. Some are sweet, some are sexy, some are heartbreaking. One is downright murderous. The protagonists are gay men or women searching for true love or trying out what’s right in front of them.

Lesbian

Verso and Recto by Geonn Cannon

Discovering their mutual love of reading leads a literature student and her professor to take a step neither of them expected.

A Blizzard’s Blow by Adrian J. Smith

Lollie dashes from the house in the middle of a blizzard in search of something she’s not sure she’ll find, but she hopes to never again see the same cold, blank stare Kimberley gave her.

Slice by Ralph Greco Jr.

When Germane relinquishes her more-than-slight kinky relationship with Lila to begin a new one with younger A.J., she finds a flirty, fun and wholly different “Slice” of life opening up for her.

That December by Lela E. Buis

Celia finds that older women and the politics of genetic engineering aren’t what they seem.

Gay

The Arrangement by Helena Maeve

When he is summoned into his Dom’s study after a mutually satisfying scene, Cyril knows he’s in for something worse than the play they normally get up to.

New York Minute by Stacy O’Steen

Stuck in his depressing hometown for far too long, Colton jumps at the chance to return to his beloved New York City. But when some odd coincidences click into place, he needs to find the truth hidden in the lies.

The Artist as an Old Man by A. M. Leibowitz

1985 is a big year for Kenny Anderson. Sent to interview artist Aaron Rubenstein, making a grand reappearance after a three-year absence, Kenny digs beneath the surface to understand Aaron’s life—and maybe his own.

Adjunct Hell by Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese

Phil may be in his 50s, but he’s still a student, and the fact that Carl—who’s barely 30—is dating him would bad enough even if Carl wasn’t waiting for good news from the tenure committee.

Say You Do by Kassandra Lea

Keegan Bancroft is hoping to avoid a complete meltdown before his date. But there’s something he really wants to ask Richard.

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Supposed Crimes, LLC publishes fiction and poetry primarily featuring lesbian characters and themes. The focus is on genre fiction–Westerns, Science Fiction, Horror, Action–rather than just romance. That’s how we set ourselves apart from our competitors. Our characters happen to love women and kick ass.

“Supposed crimes” refers to the idea that homosexuality is outlawed, and that our authors are being subversive by writing. As times change this becomes more tongue-in-cheek, but can still apply broadly to our culture. Christians writing lesbians and men writing lesbians are also subversive ideas in this industry, and we promote people bending the rules.

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Sage Advice for Writers

I’m asked a lot what advice I would give to writers, those who want to become published, those who want to take a risk in this world. It’s not as much of a risk as one would think. We’re all in this together, us writers. But we forget it sometimes. There is no difference between a writer and an author. We are all one in the same, crafting our words to the betterment of the story.

I learned a lot in writing this short story. I learned, much to my chagrin, that sometimes deep revision is necessary. Sometimes we have to go back and add things in that we missed, and that it really will work to the betterment of the story. When I started writing A Blizzard’s Blow, I thought it was going to be a simple romantic story with a straight plot line. I wasn’t sure how it was going to be anything but cookie cutter.

And it would have stayed cookie cutter if it hadn’t been for revision and the sage advice from some friends. This story wouldn’t have had the impact I wanted it to have or that it needed to have. My advice to writers is it’s a draft, and the numbers of drafts you can have are limitless. Listen to yourself far more than you listen to anyone else in concerns to what you have created, but do listen to others.

Like Lollie did in this story, don’t be afraid to slam the door and not look back on something. But if it keeps popping up again and again, it may be time to take a look at it. And like Andrea, don’t be afraid to grasp the moment as it comes and go with it.

Excerpt:

The sleek black car turned into the driveway she was standing in, the bright lights blinding her. Lollie put her hands up, protecting her eyes. The wheel on the passenger side of the vehicle hit the slush puddle at the edge of the street and splashed it all over Lollie. She swallowed and stumbled backward as the car barreled forward, nearly knocking her down.

Brakes ground as the driver slammed on them, and the car slid on the ice already forming in the below freezing temperature. Lollie shivered and bit her lip to prevent the curse words from slipping and the screaming from beginning. She’d already shouted enough that night; she didn’t need to do it anymore.

She expected the driver to be a man, for him to be wearing a business suit and rushing home for a dinner his stay-at-home wife was making him and he was late for. Instead, when the driver stepped out of the driver’s seat, her dark hair danced around her face, her baby-blue eyes locking on Lollie. Lollie gasped, clutched a hand to her heart and took a step back as the woman raced around her vehicle, sliding on the ice and shouting.


Author Bio:

Adrian J. Smith is a Christian, author, editor, spouse and all around crazy person. She’s constantly doing something at any given time and never learned to practice the word “relax.” AJ loves stories with a dramatic flair, stories that aren’t afraid to take risk and characters that are as real as the person sitting next to her.

Where to find me!

Website: adrianjsmith.wordpress.com

FB page: www.facebook.com/adrianjsmithbooks

Twitter: www.twitter.com/AdrianAJSmith

Goodreads: www.goodreads.com/adrianjsmith

 

Young Love, Old Hearts
A Supposed Crimes Anthology
Editor: C. E. Case

Stories by: A. M. Leibowitz, Adrian J. Smith, Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese, Geonn Cannon, Helena Maeve, Kassandra Lea, Lela E. Buis, Ralph Greco Jr., & Stacy O’Steen

Everyone hears “He’s too young for you.” “She’s too old for you.” Not between these pages. This anthology crosses the age gap with nine enchanting stories of cross-generational relationships. Some are sweet, some are sexy, some are heartbreaking. One is downright murderous. The protagonists are gay men or women searching for true love or trying out what’s right in front of them.

Lesbian

Verso and Recto by Geonn Cannon

Discovering their mutual love of reading leads a literature student and her professor to take a step neither of them expected.

A Blizzard’s Blow by Adrian J. Smith

Lollie dashes from the house in the middle of a blizzard in search of something she’s not sure she’ll find, but she hopes to never again see the same cold, blank stare Kimberley gave her.

Slice by Ralph Greco Jr.

When Germane relinquishes her more-than-slight kinky relationship with Lila to begin a new one with younger A.J., she finds a flirty, fun and wholly different “Slice” of life opening up for her.

That December by Lela E. Buis

Celia finds that older women and the politics of genetic engineering aren’t what they seem.

Gay

The Arrangement by Helena Maeve

When he is summoned into his Dom’s study after a mutually satisfying scene, Cyril knows he’s in for something worse than the play they normally get up to.

New York Minute by Stacy O’Steen

Stuck in his depressing hometown for far too long, Colton jumps at the chance to return to his beloved New York City. But when some odd coincidences click into place, he needs to find the truth hidden in the lies.

The Artist as an Old Man by A. M. Leibowitz

1985 is a big year for Kenny Anderson. Sent to interview artist Aaron Rubenstein, making a grand reappearance after a three-year absence, Kenny digs beneath the surface to understand Aaron’s life—and maybe his own.

Adjunct Hell by Erin McRae & Racheline Maltese

Phil may be in his 50s, but he’s still a student, and the fact that Carl—who’s barely 30—is dating him would bad enough even if Carl wasn’t waiting for good news from the tenure committee.

Say You Do by Kassandra Lea

Keegan Bancroft is hoping to avoid a complete meltdown before his date. But there’s something he really wants to ask Richard.

 

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About the Publisher

Supposed Crimes, LLC publishes fiction and poetry primarily featuring lesbian characters and themes. The focus is on genre fiction–Westerns, Science Fiction, Horror, Action–rather than just romance. That’s how we set ourselves apart from our competitors. Our characters happen to love women and kick ass.

“Supposed crimes” refers to the idea that homosexuality is outlawed, and that our authors are being subversive by writing. As times change this becomes more tongue-in-cheek, but can still apply broadly to our culture. Christians writing lesbians and men writing lesbians are also subversive ideas in this industry, and we promote people bending the rules.

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Young Love Old Hearts

Over the next few weeks I am going to have some guest bloggers. They are my fellow authors in the anthology Young Love Old Hearts. It will be published on May 1st so the first guest blog will be tomorrow by Adrian J. Smith. The rest will be posted over the next few weeks so stay tuned to hear from those authors and to get a sneak peak into the anthology! Also it is currently available for pre-order and I will put all the links below and they’ll be at the bottom of all the guest blog posts.

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Soundtrack for Endless Days of Summer!

1. I’m Not Your Average Girl – India Arie – Song number one is the main character Penelope’s theme song. I can totally see her dancing around her room to this song turned up loud.

2. Lips Are Movin – Meghan Tainor – Song number two is Penelope’s song to the character Clayton. She turns it up loud in the car and scream sings it into the rushing wind!

3. I Wanna Hold Your Hand – TV Carpio – Song three is about when Penelope realizes she’s been in love for a long time but only recently realized it. It’s sweet and pleading without expectation but full of hope.

4. Hate to See Your Heart Break – Paramore –  Number four is about losing someone and the heartache that comes with it. Penelope finds herself in a situation she feared and it drags her down.